wanna sleep bye!

nothing much I guess..

what i did is for her safe,

i just hope, as i be with her..all the guy that been disturbing her is go away when they know she is already have by someone...

and thats not the main reason, it just one of the reason

hmm..

you already knew what have I done, and I know that you dont like with what have I done,
hmm..

I'm really sorry for what have I done today,
its really complicated..

and I think I did the right thing, if you say no..

hmm..okay,

I think, I should not disturbing you all

what am i thinking right now?

hmm...maybe something, okay here it is

this new year she became much better with me, like a brother and sister :)
but, just now it come to me so sudden, it like

when i sing ombak rindu ost chorus

malam kau bawalah rinduku untuk dirinya yang jauh dariku,


mean, night please take my longness to her that far from me,
than, she said:

not far at all,

than I was like, hmmm
is she miss me?
my heart is still open, and accepting accompanies,
i really need accompanies,

coz i know

whats on my mind right now?

hahah...even where's my mind actually is, I dont really know,

but to rest my mind a bit I got a new poem,

Scent of rose that being carried by wind,
Away from the origin,
Resting in the corner, and
Always smell the nice scent of that rose,
Hope that you feel the same.


A fresh scent from fresh rose,
None that can beat the scent,
None can be as special as that,
Unlike you, you are rose that scent,
Rest of the life.


no one understand me, whenever that person is not right..I will tell them what's wrong on them, but I get the other...whenever I am wrong no one would tell me what"s wrong...that make me feel so dull, and make feel like  I am a stupid fool,

I just want a good friend that can be the best,

now, I can find none,

nobody care about me,

warghh...where's my mind really is...

I always think about you,
From heaven,
From dreamland,
An angel,
Hoping that is you.


Far I see,
Above the sky,
Through the valley of death,
I wish I can get to you, but
Never had the chance,
I wish the dream come true

warghahahahaha

i am bored,

did you solve the puzzle yet? no?

good, no one can solve that.

byebye

Revision?

For me the best time to do a revision is when you suddenly woke up in late night, at that time its only you and your books,

Its the best time because, when you suddenly woke up, thats mean you already have enough rest, and its time to use your energy,

If you stay up late,
What you will get is just tirng night, and you have to wake up late just because you sleep late, and maybe you will not get done with your work,

But, only a certain people that can wake up in the middle night, and do thier work..and that certain people is an awesome people, just like me..

For a people like you, perhaps...maybe not,

I'm saying like that because, you will need a will to wake up in the middle of night, and do your work,

For a normal people, they will be like...whenever they woke up in the late night, they will think that...its just nothing.

Actually, i am not saying i am awesome,

It just, theres a reason why we suddenly woke up in the kate of night, it is because Allah told us to wake up and do a pray, because praying in the late of night actually have many benefits, such as forgiveness..

And so much more,
So, if you wake up in the late of night, get off your bed and pray, then do your homework..
InsyaAllah, you will feel something different.

Thats all for now,
Assalamualaikum.

got new awesome poem..

its an idea that came in a second.
and its a puzzle too,

solve it if you think you a pro


I always think about you,
From heaven,
From dreamland,
An angel,
Hoping that is you.


Far I see,
Above the sky,
Through the valley of death,
I wish I can get to you, but
Never had the chance,
I wish the dream come true


i am the only one understand it, and a certain people
who get to solve it than you a pro!

chaiyok chaiyok!

its 10:57
and i havent sleep yet, maybe will not
because i got so many work to do but i have time to update blog from time to time

its 11:37
waaaaa....still not done yet :[

11:48
i am done history homework, but i had lost my mood to sleep,
ooooooo
okay, i am weird....gonna do more history's work, warghh

12:13
wanna sleep!!

blur me.
okay first thing in the morning it goes like a normal life...normal for me

but..
it change in a sudden after that girl suddenly crying..and make me feel guilty for doing that to her. tomorrow whatever it is whether she is late or not or other has came early, i will make sure that she is not crying again..

okay..
other than that, i just realize that my badge is full of color...more than below.
it just there are many kind of people and many kind of personality treat...my below badge is not so fun...they are just some kids that follow a stupidity of someone and continue to be stupid.

haha :D

my day today is not so fine..it can be just okay, because i can still live today...and i really thankful
alhamdulillah